Friday, 5 August 2016

Saving my Friend as a Girl and Spiderman

I woke up at 9 am and 11am. Had several dreams.

In one of my dreams, I think I am in Antarctica, but deep underground with a few friends. I think about 3 of us. It was the north pole so I know that it was going to get really cold. We were digging underground to reach the surface and the ground icy water is slowly rising. We quickly dug a medium-sized tunnel up the thick layer of blue and white ice mixed with snow.

Upon reaching the surface, we realized that it was dark. It seems that we are in a strange cave. We walked and exited through a small entrance. When we looked back, we were face to face with a huge blue whale. Looks like we dug right into the whale carcass, and exited through its mouth.

We then ventured into the nearest town. While walking in the town streets, I saw a food market building with several small stalls at the open ground floor. They are displaying the kuihs (Malaysian small cakes) that they are selling. So I excused myself from my friends to went in there alone. I quickly walked around to survey the foods. There are a lot of sticky rice cakes and other kinds of kuih but to my displeasement, I could not find my favorite tapioca cake. One of the stall owners went away, she was rushing to somewhere leaving her stall with the foods behind. Later on when I looked back at the stall, it was empty, the foods were gone.

In next scene, may be another story. I was following my friend, a girl. Not sure whether she is new or a friend since childhood. She went to the back of a building and I followed her, I was holding some boring -looking adults' dresses in my hands. There is one particular red one which I remember well. She went into the ladies washroom to get dressed, I followed her in but stopped right outside the entrance. There were girls coming out from the room and are looking at me with confusion so I hesitated to go in and I told my friend I will get changed in the boy's room then. However, I was thinking that if I got changed and went the men's room as a girl, that is equally embarrassing.

Wait.. wait... this may be too weird for you right?
Dreams exploit our inner desire. Although I am a boy, deep inside of me there is a part of me which wanted to be a girl but I have been supressing this side. But in my dreams, it came out again.


In the next scene, my friend was with a boy, a friend of her's in a room. Then, kidnappers came and tied them both up and carried them away in broad daylight. There are about 4 of them, walked out into the streets.

I need to save them quickly and somehow I got dressed up in a spiderman suit to save them. Unfortunately, I lack of the spider silk powers Spiderman has. Instead, I have the power of hiding in the shadows. Weird huh?

So I crept in closer and closer to them from the shadows but somehow they spotted me and shot me. I kind of failed so I reset the time, making the time go back to when my friends were just been kidnapped. I tried to get closer to them but got shot again. I turned back time again and again just to be spotted and shot at again. I was thinking that they have such super awareness sensitivity that they can detect where I am hiding at.


I thought really hard and finally I decided to turn back time for the final time. I went back, way back to a much earlier time where I made my friend stop doing something which could attract the kidnappers' interest. I cannot remember what I really did but I managed to save them this time. The kidnapping did not happen later on.

There is one scene where I remember making friends with this girl under two different identity. I was her friend for several years now but she did not know that I secretly dress up as a girl and made friends with her as well. Sometimes I am afraid that she might suspect we are the same person because whenever my feminine self was with her, my true self do not show up.

Well, then. Time for a different dream.
I was in a house that is about to collapse. The house was shaking and the structure is getting weak. Everyone quickly packed their things that they are trying to save. I was there rushing looking for my belongings too. We then got out safely before the house crashed down. Although I did not actually dreamed the part about the house collapsing.

We were finally outside the building when a police officer drove by. My friend asked me to disturb the cop and somehow I listened to him. I told the police that there is something suspicious around the building area up a slope. So he followed me up the slope. I think the building up the small slope seems to be the home we escaped from just now.  

So up here, the cop could not find anything suspicious so I apologize and said that I may have mistakenly seen it. So he spend some time there before returning back while I was standing on a cliff enjoying the view from up here.

I dreamt about digging underground as I have been playing Terraria a lot. The market is because I have been looking at photos of local markets recently. The movie Edge Of Tomorrow I just watched also influence me making me dream about repeating time.

And that is all. Goodnight. Dream well.



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